Late December letra

I still remember that night, sitting in silence, hoping
But I already knew that you were gone
Confirmation stabbed in me, cracking out until all parts of me collapsed
And any semblance of hope turned to ash
I can't count how many times I thought of following you
Almost wishing each new wave of agony
Would finally push me to the end
I know that you'll never hear the message I left
But I still wish we could exchange words and laughs
One more time

Or that I could even hear your voice, your breath responding to mine
There are so many things I wish I could say in that moment
Or the last time that we spoke
When I was really the last voice that you heard on this Earth
No one asked why we all saw the pain in your eyes that you tried to hide with a smile
It was such a beautiful smile

We never
Never believed in heaven
But I still
Hope you are in that house by the beach
No, no more
Pain in this life
You can rest now
But I miss you

They said you looked so peaceful
And I don’t know if I wish I could have seen you like that
No struggle, no pain, you’re unchained from this earth
But all I can picture in my mind is an angel in the rope

I'm so sorry that I couldn't help you
I wanted you to be free from the tangled thorns
I want to go back, back to a time
When our hearts beat as one

In the end I can't accept
That I'm still here and you're not

SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Letras

• ... And My Faded Reflection In Your Eyes
• 911 Call: “Help I’ve Overdosed on Philosophy!”
• Absolutely Absolute Absolution
• Allow Us To Set The Scene (feat. iRis.EXE)
• An Introduction For People Who Hate Introductions
• And The Two Slipped Into The Shadows
• Anything To Take Me Anywhere But Here
• aRespite For A Tragic Tale (feat. iRis.EXE)
• Armed With Their Teeth
• Atrocities From a Story Book Perspective
• Chewing The Scenery
• Curtain Call
• Disdain Coupled With a Wide Smile
• Dissertation Of An Idle Voice
• Fashion Statements of the Socially Aware
• Have You Lost The Plot?
• I Am a Trans-Continental Railroad, Please Run a Train on Me
• Intersecting Storylines To The Same Tragedy
• Jimmy Buffett Doesn’t Even Surf
• Late December
• Life As a Soap Opera Plot, 26 Years Running (feat. Keith Buckley)
• Losing Sight Of The Exit...
• Lubricant Like Kerosene (feat. Kim Dracula)
• Melodrama Between Two Entirely Bored Individuals
• Misinterpreting Constellations
• No Words, No Compensating Lies
• Ouroboros As An Overused Metaphor
• Pep Talk From a Nihilist
• Prolonging The Inevitable Forever
• Put On a Show, Don't Let Them See You Fall
• Red Wine And Discontent
• Rhythm And Rapture (feat. nothing,nowhere)
• Self Help Specialist Ends Own Life
• Sharpen What You Can (feat. Shaolin G)
• Silhouettes In Motion
• Sister With A Gun
• Soap Opera Stardom Is a Single Tear Drop Away
• Stop Calling Us Screamo
• Subtle Whispers To Take Your Breath Away
• The End To a Brief Moment Of Lasting Intimacy
• The Peace In Disillusion
• The Phoenix Must Reset
• The Romance Of Affliction
• To The Dance Floor For Shelter (feat. Courtney LaPlante)
• With Arms That Bind And Lips That Lock
• With High Hopes And Clipped Wings
• You Can’t Get Goose Justice in a Fox Court, Just Spit on the Judge
• You Don’t Understand, the Liquor Is Calling the Shots Now, Randy Bobandy